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i'm looking for cassadee pope

2009-06-22T23:35:00.001+08:00

please, one of you be her or at least her voice.

shag

2009-06-14T20:08:00.002+08:00

wah today's game made me feel damn shag, plus all the cramps and strains. wah lao.

drama

2009-06-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

i watched too much of them, now i'm becoming like one.

please

2009-05-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

will these headaches ever end?

cough cough

2009-05-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

sick because of a lousy brand, thanks ah derek.

emazing

2009-05-23T17:57:00.001+08:00

Wah, I saw a little kid play electronic drums and I really mean play.

fking singaporeans

2009-05-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

I watched Star Trek today and it was good.

PS. I remembered I also mentioned about not regretting what you're doing with your life on facebook. Yeah, I did.

As always as always

2009-05-16T04:00:00.004+08:00

Maybe it's not for me, maybe, maybe not?

There were times when I was paranoid about losing you and you told me nothing's going to happen, you remember these don't you? I trust you and have always did. Look at things now, I've mentioned it both vocally and right here. I have it archived and as it turns out I was right, but my words don't hold anything to you. Which is another thing that proved to be correct as I look back at my previous entries too.

My efforts may not have come to pass but I know I tried, really did with my all. Is it your turn now? Will you?

But in the end, I'd rather be the one who hurts you because even when I don't you think I am.

PS. I really was tired the other day, not because I wasn't interested. Give me a call?

long time no see

2009-05-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

it was good catching up with derek n co, fun.

more mint more luck

2009-05-08T16:59:00.007+08:00

and I heard Mas Selamat is captured. lol, whatever.

the fear

2009-05-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

It feels weird going back to school again after 2 years serving the army, lol.

School's starting soon

2009-05-01T17:47:00.014+08:00

Well come Monday I'll be starting school again to finish up my tertiary education. Hmmm, love it or hate it I must get it done.

The only thing good about blogger is it's free and customizable template if not I would have used wp instead. I love wp, it's a really good cms. Speaking about cms, I've been trying to do a little bit of themes and stuff but not really a 100% done. It was quite interesting trying out xampp and finding out how things work on the web. The design part is easy but coding is hell hah. Maybe one day I'll use some money on my own web space.

On the side note, I missed this morning's soccer. Shit.

PS. this template I'm using now came from a wp theme, ported over to blogger. lol.

Hello again

2009-04-30T02:08:00.005+08:00

I wanted to make my own template but I was dragging it for a damn long time and I ended up not starting at all so I decided to use a template, and this is it, the new roflcakes with foilage!

3

2009-03-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

2

2009-03-25T22:27:00.001+08:00

Inspired by T-Qualizer @ thinkgeek.com and someone who said "get high, grind low" which I can't remember

2009-03-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

reserved

100309

2009-03-11T23:39:00.003+08:00

one last dance

and the fire fades away

2009-02-28T19:57:00.007+08:00

i don't know if i should sms you, all i just want to ask is if you've had dinner but i guess it's better not to because you don't want me to contact you...

i can't sing you this song, i don't know how to play it, and i don't have the voice
but this is for you, i hope when you hear this, it's not too late...cos i can't give you time, i'm afraid you'll fade away... i'm sorry, i'd rather you tell me now but i hope you know that i love you.

after this, there's most likely not to have any more entries because it's not working at all..i've tried many things and they all don't work, i can't make you move any more... xoxo <3 100308

I'm leaving you
I'm not sure if that's what I should do
It hurts so bad
I'm wanting you but cant go back
Trying to find, to find
That all elusive piece of mind
Stuck here somehow
Shrouded beneath my fear
And now I don't need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart Above my heart
To Remind me that I feel the best
When I'm with you When I'm with you
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don't need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your tears

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me
You left a mark (you left a mark)
She left a mark (he left)
She left (he left)
And I don't (I dont)
Need it. (Need it)

don't ask me why, just listen

2009-02-28T18:32:00.001+08:00

翻著我們的照片想念若隱若現
去年的冬天我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我

就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
我知道堅持要走是妳受傷的藉口
請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後

就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我

this one's for you my love, sorry.

fade fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer

2009-02-28T17:13:00.003+08:00

hurts me that you don't want me to call you baby and contact you...
i won't force you tho, i only can say we've been through this...but i'm afraid...it's gonna happen again...

Look to the past
And remember and smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the scene
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

you wouldn't cry for me would you?

2009-02-25T21:50:00.001+08:00

you wouldn't cry for me would you? not anymore...

I wouldn't leave you but you couldn't stay...

2009-02-25T21:43:00.001+08:00

You haven't changed.
Stand in the light,
I need to see you,
uncover my eyes.

The tears coming down,
making lines on your face.
One for each year, now
that you've been away.

We were only kids,
we ran like water.
Your dad said,
stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.

You were a storm,
it blew us away.
I wouldn't leave you,
but you couldn't stay.

We were only kids,
we ran like water.
Your dad said,
stay away from my daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
can't you just believe?

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.

We were only kids,
we ran like water.
I told your dad,
I love your daughter.
The sun was coming down when I said,
Hallie just believe.

And if you wait for me,
I'll be the light in the dark if you lose your way.
And if you wait for me,
I'll be your voice when you don't know what to say.
I'll be your shelter,
I'll be your fate.
I'll be forever,
wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train,
Hold on to love,
and wait for me.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be the last train home.

I'll be the last train,
I'll be your last train home.

AK134

2009-02-25T03:15:00.002+08:00

departing @ 2250hrs

i dont know why would you say same here

2009-02-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

wish i knew where i stand
wish you knew where i am

i got so many questions for you, but if only you'd answer me sweetly like before

2009-02-22T23:38:00.004+08:00

for all these words i sing, do you feel anything?
i know it's my fault for keeping quiet but will you ever forgive me?
i really felt so inferior of myself becos i know i'm losing points, if only you knew how i feel...but now it seems you're angry about what i wrote still...

then we'll never missed out on each other

2009-02-22T04:19:00.001+08:00

if you just realize...

i tried to give you my all, but you won't accept it

2009-02-22T04:06:00.006+08:00

i was never tired, i just needed you to say those 3 words, that's all my dear. loving you is what i was trying to do. if i don't, why do i care so much? blame it on me, for what happen has happened. i hope you have no regrets for me, i never had any for you. rest assured i'll be fine, i hope you will be. care my dear, i tried, i really did but please accept my love.

its coming soon...

2009-02-22T03:36:00.006+08:00

haiz, you're right to say you don't know what's wrong with me, you'll never know...

will someone care to give me a listen, i've got no one and so much to say :(

for explaination purposes, i dont dare to talk to you about it and tell you how i feel cos you'll get angry, i dont know why...maybe becos you dont look at it in my point of view...haiz i dont know la i just feel that the way you treat me is different, you'll only say sweet things at times only, i'm just a float to you i guess :(

vday

2009-02-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

spent a great evening with you on vday, i hope you enjoyed yourself:)

i thought the food was good and especially because there's tom yam soup. we had cereal prawns, deer meat, calamari and pineapple rice. even tho there was a queue, they were pretty quick to give us a table for 2. quite an interesting system tho...

i wished this post could be longer but that's all liao, i wished i was cute too hmmmm but i'm not :(

aiyah i very lousy la :(

maybe baby

2009-02-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not

third within a morning

2009-02-16T06:21:00.003+08:00

forgive me for feeling this way, but he was someone to you. how can i be not afraid? i may not understand why but i thought he treated you badly and from what i feel it's bad, but you're willing to be close friends rather than just friends. i don't see how a guy can do that to a girl who gave her all for him, taken for granted she is. i don't mind just friends, i really don't. i think this is how i feel but it's very vague because i don't need the whole world to know, just you. wish you could let me tell you how i feel. i don't want to bother you while you're studying, so i just leave this message for you plus you're phone's battery is dead. fate decides and i guess you won't see those smses till you're home and when your battery is charged. i won't bother you anymore, but i do trust you if you think about it. i just felt insecured. even at this point i don't know whether you will let me know how are you tomorrow. i'm so pathetic.

this is where it ends, <3.

0536

2009-02-16T05:35:00.001+08:00

my only wish is to hear you say goodnight, but you don't know that :]

how six songs collide?

2009-02-16T05:04:00.002+08:00

i know it's old but then i decide to hear it at this time at 5am lol.

i don't know what else can i do, maybe i should have done things better.
but everytime i try, i always fail.

fly me to the moon:]

haha so emo bye bye~

imy

2009-02-10T18:26:00.003+08:00

1,2,3,4.....

ord soooon

2009-02-10T01:06:00.002+08:00

wow today i have 4 people ord from the same batch, they are fun bunch of people and time flies so fast now that we've been in ncc for 1 year plus... gonna miss their stupidity and cold jokes lol

had a great dinner with them and then a movie which was a little lame and draggy... defiance hmmmm.

i miss you

sat nite

2009-02-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

was at powerhouse to check out the place on saturday, well the music is not bad just too many cuts but overall still worthwhile, drinks wise some drinks are cheaper but some not and for the place itself it's huge but the space to walk is really small but the bars are big. didn't expect much mats there but it was quite many that night..still the cover charge is cheaper than zouk lol

wahahaha

2009-02-07T02:54:00.003+08:00

as brian says it, met up with peng kiat, derek and some surprising turn ups at wahahaha...

as usual the band is good, they do good covers and i really like their fa la la song which i thought was not a local song at first but it is... well some people are really good at writing and singing i guess, talented man

sigh at this point of time, i really wished my phone didn't die on me so i could contact her..but it did and i had no choice..i had duty which is the reason why i couldn't charge it... today i came home immediately charge it and hoping that it will last me through...but no...and it sucks, i thought i made her happy, i was glad i could do things for her...but i let her down again, sigh..

if you forgive me, please give me a call no matter what time it is so i'll know...i hope i get the call

getting warmer

2009-02-05T02:22:00.002+08:00

things haave been up and down lately, but all is good now:) i can't wait for march to come so ill be free from the saf woohoo! around 24 days left!!! excluding MCs! hahahahaha

went out to dinner with baby this evening, we had chicken rice at potong pasir! good food! i enjoyed myself as long as i'm with her:) not surprisingly i miss her already~ hope to see her soon!

last call

2009-01-29T20:42:00.001+08:00

my flight of fancy

why am i getting what i'm getting

2009-01-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

i feel lost and the best thing is to drown myself with work
it gets the day to go quicker.

i dont know why you get hurt but i dont want you to be hurt
i dont get why you're punishing me for it
i know i didnt do anything but it's not because i want to hurt you
i didnt expect it, why does it seem like i planned all that to hurt you
i never did.

i'm afraid to talk to you, i'm afraid you'd stop being nice, i'm afraid you'll talk to me different.
i just dont know what to do to make you feel better
i don't know what to do to make you believe me
i don't know what to do for you to forgive
i don't know what else did i do wrong that i get this from you other than keeping quiet

i'm really sorry

if it makes you feel better, i'll leave and never come back

it's always trouble

2009-01-22T01:14:00.002+08:00

I would like to say I just want a simple life.
But why do I always get problems when everything was going smoothly?

36 left

so true

2009-01-05T02:31:00.002+08:00

katy perry's latest single, so true for you.

back then, everytime i hear it, i knew it was gonna happen.

i'm sorry i can't be perfect

2008-12-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

half of me don't want this to end but the other wants to.
i wish i had a choice but unfortunately not.
time to let go this amazing thing.

i'll be back:)

Cause I'm walking down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting for,
the droplets.

G'day Mate!

2008-12-19T18:12:00.002+08:00

It's cool when it's cold, warm when it's sunny here in Sydney. So far the weather's been good!

I love Sydney, it has an interesting culture. The only down side would probably be the expensive food. I love the city, it has got so much to see so much to do. I definitely wouldn't mind visiting Sydney again but I really wanna go to a theme park, so it's gotta be Gold Coast next!

I'm glad I paid for a travelpass which took me almost everywhere, $35 might seem expensive but it grants me access to ferries, trains and buses! It would be so much more expensive if I got myself single tickets. I really like how it's so free and easy, not that I don't like Sid's company but he's gotta work and I'm fine with exploring on my own. But I would love if my baby was with me, we would have so much fun together!

There's a suburb that I really really love, it's called Bondi. It's the best place in Sydney hands down. I love Bondi Beach, it's got awesome waves and great places to hangout. Not only does it have a beach because at the Junction, there's a huge Westfield mall with Myers, David Jones, Target, Coles etc. It's filled with lots and lots of shops! Oh and somewhere down the street is their very own Toa Payoh Interchange.

If there's one place where I would go again to really check out stuff would be Glebe. The flea markets have some nice stuff but they open during the weekends only. Lots of indie stuff there, but I had no time for everything.

Sydney's great. There's still so much more to It, but I've got only one day left before I'm back to Singapore. And guess what? I miss my princess so so much, I LOVE HER! I can't wait to be back!

PS. If I had more money, I would have to ship things over lol.

tonight:)

2008-11-16T23:09:00.001+08:00

The cars pass by outside
From one sign to the next
She tries to listen, tries to care,
Pretending he knows best

She’s afraid of what she’s done
Not knowing what it is,
She prays for something, prays for his sins,
Someday she’ll find rest

But the time is never right,
No it’s never right,
To step outside her life
To find what’s been lost
She’ll sleep on it tonight

A voice she left behind,
Tells her that there’s time
She bears the burden, blames her own sin
Hopes she’ll change her mind

The pain that never hides,
A reflection from inside
She conceals the message, buries her head,
Tells herself she’s fine

But her eyes, they say goodbye
No, they never lie
The windows to her life
To find, what’s been lost,
She’ll sleep on it tonight

She feels alive without a reason
Love, pain, tonight, she finally listens
She comes alive, without a reason
Love, faith, tonight, she finally lïstens

if i could change your mind, how would you want me?

2008-11-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

I really miss you alot, I can't wait to see you..

i'm weak, it's true

2008-11-14T23:09:00.003+08:00

I can't hide the feelings for you.

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

places that i didn't wanna go

2008-11-09T23:11:00.002+08:00

So many things have happened this few days.. my birthday, her birthday and of course that other thing.

I had fun but it's still not worth it in the end. It's a mistake, a huge mistake by myself. I couldn't even think about the consequences at that point of time, that I could remember. I was lost and in a state of shock but now I'm fine, just need to move on with life. Not much I wanna mention, but it's our 8th month by now. I love you!

viva la vida

2008-11-02T01:55:00.004+08:00

I don't seem to be able to let you know how much I love you
I never thought anything I did was about giving in to you,
I hope you'll understand and realize we could be happier...

part 1 of 100000

2008-10-18T17:56:00.002+08:00

i ate something...

i'll sing it slow, just so you know

2008-10-18T14:57:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost...

are you with me?

2008-10-17T02:14:00.001+08:00

When you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
That's when i love you
Here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
Cause that's when i love you

i love you

seven

2008-10-12T13:38:00.002+08:00

went to serangoon gardens to have dinner with ms popular at friends. the ambience there is pretty good, nice furnishing and great service but maybe the food can be improved. We both had set dinner cos it was on 1for1. For starters, we had mackerel with potato then the main course. I chose the pork knuckle, and she got herself some grilled fillet. The food came pretty quick, like after you finish they would bring in the next one a few moments later. Dessert wasn't the best, but anyways other then the bits of stuff in the cake it was alright. all in all, even tho it wasn't on the exact day of the month, it was an enjoyable dinner! <3

"the best thing about tonight it's that we're not fighting"

you blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same...

2008-10-05T15:23:00.001+08:00

baby, come back home to me...?

"Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you, is you my love
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting for
The droplets, droplets"

will you count me in?

2008-10-03T00:02:00.001+08:00

guard duty yesterday was alright, just that time was moving ultra slow and kinda sucks cos it's 24hrs duty. sucks even more because i can't send my princess off to bangkok, wah lao:( i'm so gonna miss her so much man. i just hope she keeps me updated, and that she's safe.

tried to take a picture of love

2008-09-29T19:01:00.008+08:00

19.01hrs - i thought this would prove a point, right now at 7pm i'm at the last few photos since i started 30mins ago :)
don't know how much it might affect but i'm trying anyways

19.05hrs - i don't know how is it gonna turn out still, but definitely not how i expected. i remember saying i would write down what i thought if i could show you what i did thought of.

1911hrs - finally done with the photos, now to stick them on! but i thought of doing it a different way months ago but anyways sometimes things break down.

1920hrs - i suddenly thought of the day when the rp stopped me to do a routine check on the car, and guess what he found? pictures of course! in my mind i was like saying to him "What?".

1925hrs - i'm starting to get worried about the lack of pages, ohnoooooooooooooooes!

1929hrs - nearly an hour in, my fingers are getting sticky...

1936hrs - we're done! after 1hr, it's done! i'm ready to give you a call, hoping you'll meet me :)

While you sleep safely, I’ll be thinking about you

2008-09-29T16:44:00.004+08:00

silly it may seem
i've done nothing right
only now that i've found out
that time is running out

for all my attention
none of it makes sense
only when you find out
that you're in my clouds

i miss you

2008-09-14T03:00:00.002+08:00

after 48 hours in camp for duty i'm finally booking out to meet my lovely princess! we're gonna go watch her sister play canoe polo~ i miss her so so much, i don't know how much is much but it's as much as much hahaha! I LOVE YOU!

"You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you"

i want to cover this song, but how sia?

six

2008-09-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

we've hit 6 baby~ after all the ups and downs we're still together lol! you always thought we couldn't make it, but we did.

was going to pick up elina for dinner but somehow i got lost among the roads of singapore hahaha, i felt so stupid and useless. oh well, maybe it wasn't my day. anyways, we decided to meet at suntec city instead to try our luck at kuishin bo, because i couldn't make a reservation earlier this afternoon but guess it's our night and we got a table for 2 weeeeeee! it was kinda cool dining there, got lots of fresh sashimi and as usual we chionged down many many of them. we had crabs too and it was world class. then we walked around abit and pick seafood in miso soup? had that and then we ate the steamed egg thing and lots and lots of sashimi. too bad the soft ice cream isn't green tea flavoured else it would rock. all in all i enjoyed myself very much because it's been a long long time since we had a dinner like this..

even the best fall down sometimes
and even the stars refuse to shine
out of the doubt that fills your mind
you'd finally find, you and i collide!

hmmm, i wished you knew how much i love you so you could love me the way you did :]

PS. at this moment in time, i think kenneth should already have his haircut. i ish ORD SOON!

so much to do, so little time to think

2008-08-31T18:26:00.002+08:00

gonna have a busy week ahead with senior spec course and the sea comp coming, might need to stay in too. I just found out yesterday that the key that was passed to me was not in the key press, which means it's another case of the missing key, i'm guessing 3 extras this time even if the key is found. Well, tough luck.

I can't help but look back and smile.

i wish it was simple

2008-08-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

And the fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's too hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're on the other side of the world to me

celebrating the singapore spirit

2008-08-13T00:12:00.002+08:00

we watched the fire light up the sky

I'm gone to the next

2008-08-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

I'll be gone before you catch your breath
And hold on, it always ends too soon

Every time you walk in the room
Can't help myself
I wanna be with you
Hit the mic, a quick check
One, two singing out my lungs
Just to reach you
I'm alive
And I keep my cool one more time
And you just keep on walking by

stress sia

2008-07-25T02:34:00.002+08:00

eating with her dad is damn stressing lor, must anticipate what he's going to say and then must quickly think of what to reply. But okay la, today's dinner not so bad because not much talking also. He just asked me whether i got put coupon or not, i didn't but i said yes i did hahahahaha to save the trouble of listening to his comments if i said no. i have to agree the steak is cheap and good la anyways.

then we headed down to mini star fermented beancurd and ordered some smelly beancurds! wah the hot n spicy one super world class man, really really good.

not much happening in camp these few days, been really quiet so it's good :)

PS. I miss you~

tell me what to do

2008-07-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

you seem to have changed, it feels different now... i tried really really hard but i guess it's not enough.

120 over days and counting

2008-07-18T00:35:00.002+08:00

We love cafe brio's because of their world class sashimi and variety of food!

Princess and I was at brios last monday and they were having filipino week. Usually we start by chionging the sashimi first but this time we had soup. While having our dinner halfway through, some performers came on to bring in the filipino culture with their dance and spanish guitaring. I thought it was good especially the guitarist who was super pro.

It was another great time dining at brios but we always seem to quarrel after and i dont know why.. anyways I still <3 you.

PS. the oysters getting smaller leh.

Would you lie with me, and just forget the world?

2008-06-23T02:47:00.002+08:00

I know how much you love me, babe.

"We'll do it all, everything, on our own.
We don't need anything, or anyone.

If I lay here, if I just lay here
Would you lie with me, and just forget the world."

where i'll follow, you go

2008-06-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

it's been eons since i visited the zoo man, i think it was in primary school? anyway the princess and i went to the zoo on saturday cos she had complimentary tickets because she donated blood to red cross.

we met at 12+ at ang mo kio interchange and took 138 to the zoo. it was super packed with all the other blood donors, weather was super hot as well. we walked around checking out all the different animals but it wasn't any special tho what's special was who you're with. after like an hour or so, we decided to leave for home.

dinner was at brios again. it's like the third time we're having dinner there together, till the girl there can recognise us haha. they had the usual international buffet plus filipino cuisine thing. it's a norm to chiong the sashimi at brios so we did and the salmon is damn good man, there was bak kut teh too. it was super tasty and the meat was tender. the bbq sotong and prawns were awesome as well. there wasn't any chocolate machine that day tho, maybe some kid destroyed it lol but anyways we still had strawberries with chocolate.

having a meal at brios is good when you have a discount card which gives 1 for 1 price. the food is good, ambience is good, everything is good when you spend time with that special someone. i totally enjoyed my weekend, can't wait for another time like this!

euro fever

2008-06-15T02:19:00.002+08:00

am now at the princess's place watching euro 2008! windersport is god and david villa is handsome

island life

2008-06-01T01:17:00.003+08:00

was at sentosa today to get some photos of the foreign cadets that came down to singapore for an exchange program between our ncc and theirs. actually it was just so i could skip the syfoc rehearsal in camp if there was any this weekend. ms popular came along as well cos i asked her to, and besides i couldn't get a camera in time anyways. we got there at about 2 as she got up like only when i called, then we met up with derek and his sea district people. they had their skytower and 4d show thing already so it was free and easy for them, they decided to go to siloso beach to have some fun so we decided to meet at 6 so that i could get a group shot at least. ms popular and i went around the island just so we could past time but it started raining so we ended up hogging the bus lol. after getting the group shot, we headed back to vivocity and then home. hehehehehe!

PS. i hurt her finger, sorry!

other side of the world

2008-05-28T21:54:00.005+08:00

you're leaving so soon, shit.

"The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me"

fire in your eyes

2008-05-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

off to changi airport to see girls.

sweet and low

2008-05-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

had mother's day dinner at no signboard today, it's been a long time since i went there together as a family. But today we have a special guest and it's ms popular! So lucky hor get to have a good free meal!

There was noodles, chilli crab, black pepper crab, kang kong, baby squid and something else i don't know what's it called. Anyway ms popular's so silly, she could have had chrysanthemum for her drink but she called for barley lol!

I hope you had a good time! :)

"Anywhere you go, anyone you meet
Remember that your eyes can be your enemies
I said hell is so close, and heavens out of reach,
But I ain't giving up quite yet,
I've got too much to lose,

Hold me down, sweet and low little girl
Hold me down, sweet and low and I will carry you home"

Have you changed your mind?

2008-05-10T12:52:00.003+08:00

I love my girlfriend but she is gonna leave.

but i wont let her go! -vllc

Whenever you go will I be waiting?

2008-05-08T04:37:00.004+08:00

i love you more than yesterday, less than tomorrow

baby, have you changed your mind?

"Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one"

aiyo so tired

2008-04-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

slept late last night for about 2 hours before getting up for work, then i realised that i had to take ippt lol. wah lao never train for it at all lo. anyways i slept in the afternoon so i was alittle refreshed.

met up with ms popular at braddell station and then we headed to novena to try our luck at b&j's free cone day. But obviously there was like 100 million people there trying their luck as well, so we decided to have subway for dinner. We went to cold storage after to get some stuff, stuff that please her parents lol. We then head back to pp so that we could help move some things over to the new house. Wah her dad is like superman, carry the washing machine all by himself man. No wonder last time rugger hahahahha. anyways, i had some small talk with her parents especially her dad. it's so funny cause i never expect him to start talking about things.

Well, it's a good start lol

I ATE WATERMELON!

2008-04-28T23:49:00.006+08:00

for the first time in 7 days i'm home! woohoo!

so i took off today so i could be home asap and so i could send ms popular to school and back. wah sit at the food court alone with her bag was like so scary, i didn't know anyone or the place well lol they keep giving me the what-the-fuck-this-guy-is-not-eating-and-he-wait-there-for-fuck look. like i want to take up the space like that hahahahaha, anyways after 30mins the queue for the chicken rice became lesser so i stood up and went to get a plate for $3, so cheap and it was not bad. then after 2 hours, ms popular finally ended school.

we had dinner at brio's again, we chionged sashimi, smoked salmon and sushi first. then i had viet beef noodle while she got herself salad. wah we ate alot la anyways, but then still missing out on the seafood stuff. Wah lao i was made to eat all those weird stuff like olives, casper, pickles, etc. Like fear factor like that, almost threw up because it was like ultraman salty. The chocolate strawberries were so shiok, orgasmic man.

After that we walked to clarke quay along the river, i love this kind of walks lol. great alone time :) anyways we took the train to pp and then we walked to her home. end of story haha!

"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder, and i said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder"

start the countdown

2008-04-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

woohoo only a few hours left baby! i can't put into words how much i have missed you these days, even tho you came twice it's definitely still not enough. From ever since I knew I had to be in camp for the next 7 days, the first thing that came to my mind was you. I thought about not seeing you and I was pretty frustrated but I had to choice to suck thumb lol!

Well it's day 7, and I'm so glad it has finally came! It's so surreal! Thank God that the days pass pretty quickly, maybe it's how I psycho myself that's it's gonna be fast hahahaha

I Love You Babe! :)

"cause your everywhere to me
and when i close my eyes its you i see
your everything i know that makes me believe
i'm not alone

your everywhere to me
and when I catch my breath its you I breathe
your everything i know that makes me believe

your in everyone
I see so tell me
do you see me"

getting warmer...

2008-04-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

6/7

watched Good Luck Chuck this afternoon online via some streaming site i stumbled upon. Jessica Alba is like so hot in this show and she bared quite alot of skin surprisingly. Quite a romantic show i must say, but at the same time it's hilarious lol! Worth watching at the cinemas kind.

then in the evening i spent half an hour trying to get the live football feed to work so i could watch man utd play chelsea. it was a good match, very sexciting and alot of drama. now the title race gets even more tight with both teams level on points with only 2 games left to go!

wah i can't wait i can't wait baby!

xoxo

"I can't find a wall to pin this to
They're all coming down since I found you
I just wanna be where you are tonight
I run in the dark, looking for some light
And how will we know if we just don't try?
We won't ever know

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you
Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me make this mine
I'll ignite for you"

so close yet so far

2008-04-26T00:31:00.004+08:00

day 5

today's one of the hardest day to pass, it's like we're almost there but still some left to go. it's the time when i wished it was sunday already lol. i'm glad derek is here cos he has guard tomorrow, at least we can talk about things and not hesitate about bitching lol. i still miss you tho, so so much. been waiting for your call the whole night :)

i hope you had fun, i seriously do. i don't want to lock you down and be someone who doesn't allow you to do this and that. don't get the wrong idea babe, i hope you're happy!

<3

"I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you"

there's just no one thats gets me like you do

2008-04-24T19:47:00.003+08:00

day 4 of 7

ms popular came over again with lotsa food. there was sushi, chocolate, barley and biscuits! I'm so gonna put on weight finally! the food from the cookhouse is one thing plus all the love from ms popular, I'm so so happy!

i've got so much things to say to you and so much more surprise that await you, i can't wait till i see you again my dear. to see you smile and be happy is what i've always wished for :)

xoxo

it only makes us stronger

2008-04-23T16:07:00.003+08:00

come May, everything would be fine. No more extras and fights, we'll be living happily ever after :)

we had our ups and downs dear, glad we've made this far now.

when blue skies turn to grey

2008-04-22T22:23:00.001+08:00

then suddenly i heard this song which i can relate to lol

a1 sia...

"sitting by the window singing songs of love wishing you were here cause the memories not enough wear my mask of silence pretending i'm alright if you could see then you would be here standing by my side it may be hard to believe girl your the only one i need it may be hard along the way its this feeling i get when blue skies turn to grey

feels like im walking in the rain i find myself trying to wash away the pain cause i need you to give me some shelter cause im fading away and baby im walking in the rain.

every single hour of every single day i need to cry my eyes so dry i cry my tears away can't help but remember how your love made me feel you dressed my soul and made me whole you made my life complete it may be hard to believe girl your the only one i need it may be hard along the way its this feeling i get when blue skies turn to grey

feels like im walking in the rain i find myself trying to wash away the pain cause i need you to give me some shelter cause im fading away and baby im walking in the rain

of all we've said and done remains the memories of days when life was fun but now when you are gone i sit alone to watch the setting of the sun"

i wish you knew

2008-04-22T20:48:00.005+08:00

all

so

happy

rough draft

haha, this song is like primary secondary school times lol... so cheesy.

it's up to you to decide now, i'm so stuck here yet you don't want to try. What can I do to make things like how it should be...?

He said for one day of time for us, I get back 7 days in camp. But I said it's all worth it.
I've disappointed so many people, especially people that tried to help time and time again, cpt liz and sid. You guys tried so hard but I just failed to get it. Now I've only myself to blame.

I hope one day you'll get it, then finally we won't regret The Things We Never Did. :)

"You and me, we sit and talk of friendship then I ask.
If you can see, if we could be together forever
. I see the light die in your eyes Coz you're scared you'll hurt.
So you don't wanna try.

Well take a chance and come home with me, you could stay for eternity.
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'll never regret the things we never did.

You turn to me, I see your eyes.
And somehow they cease to shine,
you smile at me yet I can see.
You don't think we can make it
You see the light die in my eyes.

Coz I'm scared to lose you,
I wish you would try.

Well take a chance and come home with me, you could stay for eternity.
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'll never regret the things we never did.

I see the light die in your eyes
Cos you're scared you'll hurt.
So you don't want to try."

sir, the food too spicy for you?

2008-04-18T22:36:00.003+08:00

was at thai accent this evening to have dinner with ms popular before her work, we had green curry, tom yum soup and some otah. The food at thai accent is super tasty but if you have it often i'll most prolly see you at NKF lol. <3!

you need oxygen

2008-04-18T04:26:00.004+08:00

"I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me"

you know i know

2008-04-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

Mr know-it-all really knows it all lol... and he wants me to treat them on my first pay HAHAHAHA!

Baby, am i ever glad we got this far now

2008-04-15T00:48:00.008+08:00

dined at shokudo's today with ms popular, we got ourselves some bbq thingy, jap curry rice, fried salmon rice, more sashimi and yellow mango dessert. the salmon rice wasn't amazing, the one at tanjong pagar still taste one million times better but the curry rice was pretty good. the prices were quite steep, but i guess it's cause it's jap food so that's why. actually quite ex la hor, don't think i would go back there.

anyways we had a rough night afterwards but i guess it's normal and this only get us stronger. i thought it was over cause i had said all i wanted to say and still i don't get any re back. i'm sorry for keeping you in the dark but i knew you would be unhappy about it and i didn't want you to be.

check yes, juliet?

"yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
baby am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you"

keep going

2008-04-14T09:35:00.002+08:00

The little things you do

"you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this"

so silly

2008-04-12T07:19:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU!

You paint the sky a crimson red and You bring the stars to life right from your bed

2008-04-09T04:48:00.006+08:00

i don't know how to tell you but i don't want to fight cause i know in the end i'll lose and pretend nothing happen
"the first person to come to my mind to call is Colin Wong!"
"We'll lay up on my roof at night
And watch the shooting stars fly by.
I'll tell you "someday I'll take you there."
I love the pretty songs you sing
The way you bring me to my knees
With your paralyzing voice.

I think I found something amazing
Now it's your turn to amaze me."

oyster, sashimi, strawberry shortcake

2008-04-06T03:51:00.002+08:00

After working on a video for the past few days for today's event, i'm finally able take a break from work. It felt good when the video played, it really looked and sound good except for the last minute changes that didn't look smooth. I think the event went quite well, just some minor cock ups lol.

Rushed home to get ready for a date with ms popular after leaving the indoor stadium, we had dinner at Cafe Brio's @ Grand Copthorne. They usually have a better choices of food but it's okay, at least we had 50% discount lol, so cheap! We caught Definitely Maybe after dinner, it was a good film just a scrappy ending cause it just ends like that. It was fun hanging out today, more to come soon?

it's about the morning breaking always just abit too soon

2008-03-29T21:15:00.001+08:00

i wanna watch superheroes movie with ms popular!

"Every time you walk in the room
Can't help myself
I wanna be with you
Hit the mic, a quick check
One, two singing out my lungs
Just to reach you
I'm alive
And I keep my cool one more time
And you just keep on walking by"

if you say so

2008-03-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

you made my day by making the first move, ty

"We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt the one you lost
I couldn't get enough
You were everything that's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed, black and blue
But you know I'd do it all again for you"

this best describes the other day

2008-02-25T22:08:00.001+08:00

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

wish you knew this song was for you

2008-02-24T04:22:00.002+08:00

Sleep well darling, where ever you are
I hope that you're happy tonight,
And maybe you found someone to love you right.
Sleep well darling, I'm desperate to say now I need you more than ever,
But all I could say was goodnight.
It's the last thing I want but it's all that I've got.
It's the last thing I need but I still carry you in my heart, in my heart.

we're not waiting forever

2008-02-23T03:53:00.005+08:00

was at home to watch them play, awesome show by postbox and atc, trella was normal. i heard atc last year when a friend who know's the band got me into their show at arts house. wow they totally blew me away with their music. this time with new songs, they were even better.
hung around after the gig with lan and colin till latelatelate.

i've got so much to tell you, can we talk now?

2 Days of Duty thankew

2008-02-21T14:27:00.005+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i'm not feeling tired because i can't feel it, like my body's tired but my mind's telling me it's not. I'm gonna have guard duty later so kthxbyepsiloveyou

duty again

2008-02-20T19:02:00.004+08:00

i did ACR for them,

priceless reactions.

wah lao don't make it happen

2008-02-19T02:09:00.006+08:00

I had a nightmare
it had you saying that you don't want to see me forever
cause I keep bothering you
it was on MSN too
I really meant no harm, it wasn't on purpose
I can't stop thinking about the things you said on vday
they made sense even tho you don't mean it